get low get yo' ass on the flo'

like a kiddo..i really hate, hate, HATE my hair but have to chop it all off since its gonna be real hard to manage when im here.

anyway, another update about my last week here, on a Friday night at Poppy..i know, what's new right..!

Lance's sorta farewell party so I had to go one way or another. This guy helped me so much when i was in Melb, so since its his and also my last week, just party only lah.

oh and i took off my hairband, the gems are all way toooo heavy for my head.

met them all before previously, just that we are more to the hi bye type of friends..Shelly, Nicholas and his gf, Stephanie.

dragged Shelly to the dancefloor for abit and later all of them went missing already :(

with Lance again..no idea why i was smiling like that, think i wasn't ready or something.

Dwayne !!! who was so drunk that night it wasn't even funny..i guess it was partially my fault cos i kept making him drink, so now he calls me scammer..well, guys drink double of what girls do right? that's always my policy. you wanna drink? sure, double of what i drink ;) heehee

i was properly sober throughout the night thus explaining why its my job to make the others drunk..didn't dare drink much since i had some problems with my kidney, not gonna dig my own grave.

sexy sexy!! she's sooo friendly and pretty! good companion for partying ;)

stayed up all the way till the club closed and chilled at the mamak for the others to sober up..and as usual, i bumped into a gazillion other friends that night so ended up socializing and asking them to come for my farewell the very next day..was sooooo super surprised to see some old college mates there that i ran straight to them and hugged them a few times hahaha

mmm..miss partying, miss my friends. still trying to get used to this place, not easy. not easy.

To stupid,

Happy Birthdayyyyy Terence!! see, even if you're so mean to me, i still remember that it's your birthday today.

anyway, all the best and please learn how to treat people with more kindness =D

Double double toil and trouble

no lip gloss, eeee so pale!

didn't really come up with a proper entry about this so here it is, since im skipping a massive annual Oriental party here in Manchester cos i have no friends to go with :( im sure its gonna be the bomb but too bad, can't possibly go alone right?

(theme is Army Vs Navy!!!!)

anyway, Boiler's Room at Hartamas on my last Wednesday back at KL.

got a text from Benji and i'd rather be out than at home so yeap..tagged along!

Benji, if you're reading this..i wanna tell you that I miss yaaaa !! definately won't forget to get you Man Utd stuff when im back kay..wait for me to come back then we'll party it up!

(i just noticed that my hair is crazy long!)

love her, she's damn cool!

yeap, and cos its a new club so there's verrrry little crowd..then we headed over to Schoolbus at Bangsar since we have a bottle there.

on the way there, loud blasting music in the car, tipsy chicks sitting behind..what's there not to enjoy about late nights out?

with Poppy's MC, Ant Koooooo ;)

basically drinking and talking the night away since we both didn't exactly know anyone else there.

It's even worse for him cos he didn't know anyone there at all except for me whereas i only knew Benji. but glad to have gotten to know a couple others through that night :)

Shannon! She's very, very friendly and nice cos she offered to intro me to her friends if i need any help while im over at the UK since she has alot of friends there..so sweet of her :)

cheers to a great night!

by the way, i know this is random but im sooo gonna get my hands on a Blackberry Bold! i prefer this version of blackberry over the other models (curve etc etc)

sexy!! keypads and screen bigger, better quality of pictures, easier to type etc.

fell in love with this, but unfortunately the keypads are kinda small. i loveee the colour cos it's purplish violet and its so pretty seriously. but oh well, im choosing the bold over curve.

and definately no iPhone for me since i find it too difficult to type and all.

can't wait, can't wait.

i forgotten that there are other people sharing the same kitchen as i am and walked out to get food wearing just boxers T_________T

everything is soooooo expensive !!! Manchester isn't any cheaper either, cheaper by like 1 or 2 pounds only pfft.

in 3 days, i already spent over 350 pounds just on food, pillows and some necessities !!!!! RM 2100 AHHH HOW TO SURVIVE HERE !!!!!!!

and i have yet to buy pots and pans, iron (?), settle my laundry, socks, blablablabla spending money like water..not that i want to, its just, everything here is crazy expensive laaa.

ish. will blog later, my connection is abit screwed up for no apparant reason.

time to go out for food = spend money = SIGH.

Holla from London

London is really, really a nice place to be at..too bad, everything here is just too expensive.

the cheapest bowl of porridge i had was 4.80 pounds which is close to RM 30 !!!! for an average bowl of porridge..anything below 5 pounds here is counted super cheap already..and for a prawn dish here at Chinatown is 28 pounds!!! RM 180 !!!!!! thank goodness im only staying here for another night or i don't know how im going to be managing my money.

and shopping here is craaazy nice! but its not sales season now, so everything is damn expensive..40 to 50 pounds (RM 240 to RM 300) per pair of shoes are normal here. counted quite cheap already and 30 pounds (RM 180) would be a steal.

oh and i had gelato today..4 POUNDS PER SCOOP!! and its not even some large or x-large scoop. those are like almost 7 pounds per scoop. sigh, so expensive!!

hmm, i feel so homesick. spent alot of money today walking around for 6 hours straight just to shop for shoes and clothes :(

retail therapy really works well for me you know.

before i land, at the Dubai airport for 4 hours! really tiring but had no choice, so i had to come online at Burger King.

Mushroom Swiss Burger, super damn delicious! the Burger King in Dubai taste extra delish and the burgers are extra huge! price also extra expensive, 35 bucks for a burger set and onion rings!!

and finally, we land at Heathrow airport where we waited for 4 to 5 hours LINING UP for the customs under the "student" line. alot of foreign students coming in to study and they only opened one counter at first, thus the extreme slowness. imagine that, after an 18 hour transit flight, we still had to stand for 4 to 5 hours carrying our baggages just to pass the customs..urgh.

hot chocolate which tasted soooo good.

some cheese sandwich..had to eat something before taking medication so i simply grabbed this..RM 18 !!!!!! counted damn cheap already ok 3 pounds (+ another 3 for hot chocolate) for a meal.

sorry to keep talking about the price but its just, damn expensive!! M'sia can eat Ramly burger for RM 3.50 and for a freaking sandwich here, its already RM 18 !!!

Marks and Spencer! im living at the busiest shopping street in the whole of Europe, Oxford Circus, but i don't even bother walking into those shops because they're all so expensive. expensive for us but cheap for the locals because they don't have to lose anything through currency exchange. so i rather spend my money on groceries and buying food! felt really happy to see those really big raspberries, cereal and biscuits (groceries in here alone are already almost 30 pounds =/)

breakfast! feels so healthy

i feel happy paying for these..cheers up my dull mornings.

put a few into my cereal...

add some milk and yum! all done for a hearty breakfast.

coming here made me realize how much more i have to go through, how much more i have to learn. i came to realize that all these while i've been in M'sia, im always spoilt and pampered like a princess. now, i have to wash the bowl just to eat my cereal, and then have to wash it again to clean up. i hardly could even wash my one bowl and spoon properly without wetting my sleeves :(

and if i want to wear something, i have to iron it..want to eat something? go down and buy, not just sit in front of the laptop and call out for someone to get food for me.

im going down to Manchester tomorrow, where i will be left alone soon. right now im staying with one of my friend in London. with help, i still cannot manage everything properly, what more if im going to be left alone there? urgh. i am homesick, after just 2 days..i wanna go home :(

leaving was never this tough

this is a scheduled post..by the time you're all reading this, im already on my flight. away from home.

i have a heavy heart now..3 months, and now it is narrowed down to less than a day.

then i'll be flying over to London first, then Manchester.

18 hours in total including my transit at Dubai.. hmm, how do i put this?

this year started off pretty rough for me, i didn't end up going to Melbourne as planned and there were sooo many rumours going around behind my back. I partied way toooo much and im well aware of that, i didn't have anything important to worry about..basically my life was just bum, party, eat, party some more and sleep.

my memories of this place? too much to even summarize into this entry..i've been here almost all my life, living with my family, being dependant on them and i get homesick when im away for a 2 week holiday. so im really asking myself, how am i going to cope? i don't know how to do my laundry, can't cook for nuts, cannot settle everything myself..its going to be so tough.

but i guess the hardest thing of all for me to let go is my family and my friends..seeing my mum getting all emotional and teary eyed hurts me so bad. i won't be able to taste good home cooked food, laugh with her over silly things, have a shoulder to cry on and stuff when im there..sigh, sometimes when people say you're gonna miss your parent's nagging someday, i really think it is true now. leaving this place makes me feel really appreciative of how supporting she has been and how much of a friend she is to me. i love you so much :) same goes to my dad and my younger brother as well..its really hard to let go of the fact that i won't be living with you guys already.

then it comes the "friends" part.

i really don't know how to express myself..to all my childhood friends, high school mates and college buddies, thank you. thank you so much for being there for me all the time and really taking time to guide me and screw me up if i make mistakes in order to change for the better. thank you for your care, and thank you for making my life here in M'sia just a little better than the best :)

im just going to thank everyone if this entry continues haha..anyway, thank you Michelle and Alex for being there for me all the time. and i really mean it, all the time. i could never ask for more from the both of you and i really appreciate it when you guys have to screw me up just to keep me in track. im really, really gonna miss the both of you sooooo much. Michelle, don't cry when you read this okay! i really don't think i can find anyone to replace you because you'd really go all out for me. all the jokes we share, priceless. the gossips, everything.

love you like how a fat kid LOVES cake

i don't want to talk about Angelyn or i'll start getting even more emotional so, as long as she knows i love her, that's enough :) i don't expect much from her because she's already one of the closest person to walk into my life and make my rainy days brighter.

as for my highschool friends besides Michelle..Carmen, Sexy, Choon Mui, Yan Ying and Yuan Ling, thanks for being there for me when i need you guys :)

moving on to college matessss!! Kimberly, Ryan, Justin, Khai Lai, Terence, Alan, Kenn Yeap, Andrew...thanks for making me happy all the time. i'll miss you guys, i really will..too many jokes and stupid things shared in between us..problems we face, kiasuness, kiamsiapness and everything else..you guys are great :)

with full-of-shit Andrew..i wasn't drunk but just showing some lurveeeeeee hahaha

love you long time Kimmy :)

Ryan Lee Guo Qing!!!!! thanks for making my whole time in CIMP a joke wtf

i loveee you too, aunty! can't ask for a better guy friend than u :)

Benji! thanks for always taking the trouble to come pick me up and send me back just so you could take me out clubbing and party it up with your friends..i appreciate it soooo much..i'll talk to you when i get there yeah? miss you and the whole of your gang too :)

and also Bryan! my kor korrrrrr hehee. no picture with him too but thank you for being there for me when im down, there to comfort me like how a big bro does :)

ok there are alot of other people i'd miss..Sue Ann, Mary-Anne, Jeven, Darren, Lance, Cherlyn, Clairyn, Alysha, everyone who went to my farewell and someone. gonna really miss you all :(

its not that i forgot those who's names are not in here, its just that there's toooo many to type..i cannot ask for better friends than the ones i have now, seriously.

you guys are the reason why leaving M'sia would be that much harder..hope to see you all soon, okay? thank you for all the "take care and have a safe journey" messages..getting very emo already :( back to packing..

got me outta control..i don't need no love all i need is the --

shit, i haven't even started packing yet. and i have to go out soon again! i was hardly at home for the past 5 days!! been running around here and there, running errands, visiting the hospital non-stop (urgh, im under medication for my kidney now..but it isn't anything really serious so all's good) and going out to meet people.

im damn sure i can't sleep tonight, so i'll leave the packing for later and blog for a little first.

Barbiedoll's birthday at Poppy

so weird for me to wear something like this; high waisted skirt and put some flower clip on my hair somemore. but i really don't know what else to wear so, just rush and put this on!

cos they do not like flash when i do haha

very berry red! one of my favourite colours is red, i find it very sexay! i'd rather pick red over pink anytime.

girl on the left, i can't remember her name but she's very pretty in real life ;)

i like this picture! although the angle isn't really good (hand on the right bottom corner?)..one of the few pictures where i actually face the camera and smile..that's Doreen by the way. i met so many other people that night..alot of girlsssss..all smexayyy heehee

couldn't get my hands off this pair of nerd glasses! i've always prefer nerd glasses cos i find them way cooler than ordinary half-frame/frameless glasses..i don't know, nerd glasses's what i prefer, not trying to say the others are ugly.

oh, and i bought myself a pair too ;)

time to ditch em' contacts and look more like a studious student.

he wanted credits for his glasses so here it is, a picture with the one who really owns it.

i look super old in this picture!! this is when i have long hair and since i have short hair now, you guys can compare and contrast later. now people tell me im "cute" and not "sexy" hahaha..sexy? megan fox is sexy!!

love this picture but my head is huge compared to hers.

so many cameras everywhere that i don't even know where to look! most of my pictures in the other person's camera is of me looking elsewhere.

and there was this particular guy who stood on the couch and kept taking pictures of us girls from the top. then someone came and told me that we should be careful of him because he's trying to snap pictures of...our boobs!!! yeah, but i was told that only after the club closed.

sit dai sai already la by the time i was told! hopefully i don't fall victim to this =/

a better picture. at least im looking at the camera this time :)

frequent clubber! YIN! see him everytime i club..saw him on back-to-back days when i club also.

took alot of pictures with her that night, went toilet and took even more but its all in her phone..please tag me on facebook??

cannot remember his name but i think he wanted a picture so here it is.

then halfway through the night, it started drizzling, then raining quite badly! look at how wet they are!! and they dragged me into the rain so i was a little wet myself..only a little cos i kept running back into the shade, didn't want my makeup and hair to get screwed up (bimboooo)

still got wet nonetheless..had to take a warm shower and wash my hair at 4 a.m in the morning, then blow it dry blablabla. i think i slept at freaking 6 a.m that night !!

so many more updates coming up, mostly all also clubbing and partying though..i went to Poppy like, 3 times last week!! 2 birthdays and a farewell.

gonna miss all this grrrr.

and im not missin' you

will blog tomorrow. i hope.

goodbye to my long, long hair.

great week. great people. great faces. too much to do, too little time.

if only i could unwind the clock and make tomorrow never come..

hopefully it is not too late but....those who are coming tonight to Poppy for my farewell, BE THERE BY 10:45 PM !!!!!! or else don't blame me if you guys can't get in when they check for ID.

and i still don't know exactly how many bottles we're opening..minimum 4 so its either 4 with some shots or 5 to 6 bottles.

see ya'll there.

Hartamas and Bangsar, went to some club and then bar on the same night ;)

she's sooo quirky and cool! her mum is cool as well according to her, she helps them fake their ID and drops them to clubs etc.

hmmm :)

speechless

cos im so angry now, im just going to blurt out whatever i want to! i took off my hit counter because i don't give two shits about those who read this site. not like im famous or what also wtf

the reason why i am so freaking frustrated is because i had to run errands for the whole damn day (8 am right up to 5 pm!!)..im getting extremely lazy due to bumming for almost a year at home and being a couch potato. suddenly when you ask me to do something, even if it is just a weenie itsy bitsy favour, i get quite frustrated.

i went for a blood test today early in the morning and only had maybe 4 hours of proper sleep..and i totally forgot that you're supposed to be fasting for 10 hours before taking your blood test so that results are accurate. i went and had two handfuls of extra large organic raisins right before i went to bed and even thought of cooking maggi mee. then after eating only realized that i actually shouldn't be. once a pig, forever a pig wtf

blood test: it hurt like CRAZY. i didn't think anything involving needles could hurt as much as my rook piercing does, but this is quite pain because they had to suck out so much blood! then i felt so weak (maybe its just psychological but...i felt that way), as if someone poked my heart with a Bubble tea straw and sucked the shit outta my haemoglobin.

then i went for an X-ray and luckily everything is alright.

and after that, i had to get my tooth fixed again because something went wrong the other day. this time, it hurt so bad to the extend that i had to raise my hands to request for an injection. and now it is temporarily fixed so i have to go back again on Thursday. great.

the only thing that's worth me feeling happy about today is that i got a new pair of glasses and that my power for my eyesight has gone down.

im sorry Angie i had to last minute ffk you for movie today..i really want to watch Final Destination 4, really really want to! but everything is just so hectic that i find it hard to find time for myself even.

i have exactly a week left. i have so many things to do, haven't started packing a single thing and haven't even gave a thought as to what to bring, have to meet up with so many people, have to run even more errands and such. i really have no time and i feel like kicking my ass for leaving everything to the very last minute.

i don't even know why im writing everything in detail :( i just feel like i need a place to rant and what other place to do so than my own blog?

oh and i think one of the reasons why im agitated today is because i feel damn unproductive..there are so many people left to meet and what am i doing..at..home..coming online?

im so tired, but i feel uneasy if i don't let this out.

okay, i feel better now after sweeping the floor..i hate it when people call me a spoilt brat based on how they judge me on the outside. i do the housework, i sweep the floor, i even wash my toilets. we don't have a maid so i pretty much help my mum on the housework all the time..countless times people refer to me as a spoilt "chin gam siu che" (gold young lady??) but frankly, i don't really think im all that spoilt. no doubt im some sort of a pampered daughter, but i don't always get what i want and i really despise people calling me spoilt..just don't use the term, okay?? im not the sort of person who says i want a Chanel and gets it on the spot. no, im not like that! I want to get a part time job while im over there to be able to afford Louboutins, so that i can really appreciate the value of hard earned money.

there's so much that i want to say but i don't think i should be saying anything here yet. at least now for now.

goodnight ya'll, im really tired today.

Happy birthday babe! took this picture tonight and im already posting it up here ;)

will blog about this as soon as possible..im in lurveeee with those N.E.R.D glasses!

xoxo

i just checked my calender and its already the 2nd..when did september come?

i thought i had three weekends left but i just have two..this, and the next.

it's really not enough..as time draws close, im beginning to feel it..it's slowly creeping into me and already hitting me that i have not much time left.

just three months ago, it felt as if i still had alot of time..and now, its all down to a few more days.

wake me up when september ends, please :( ?

Single party @ Fiona's, more beer please!

Single and ready to mingle party @ Fiona's, Bukit Jalil.

Saturday night was spent over at Fiona's place for a single party..we ate at some Thai restaurant before joining the party and the food took forever to come!

playing some word game with Angie's Iphone..something like crossword where my highest score is 12 (i thought it is pretty good......until i found out Angie's score was 170!!!!!!!!!!)

bored while waiting..i think the waiter has a crush on Angie judging by her coconut which was twice our size.

then right after eating, we went over to Fiona's house.

(Pictures below are all stolen from her facebook)

Clairyn and I, with our super strong cup of Mccallan (??) + root beer.

(btw Clair, my mum said you lost so much weight and your face is sharper now!!)

Edmund and Sampson, and I was pretty much just stoning at the side wtf

now i know why i wasn't tagged wtf

i didn't even realize i was in the pic at first (now ya'll squinting your eyes to find me right? wtf)

drinking..and drinking..

pillow's purpose was to cover my....larger than usual self wtf

my bestfriend is so freaking pretty!!!!!

we were playing "dare or dare" which means you could only do a dare and no truth..the dares are really crazy; french someone of the opposite sex, lick someone's ear, give someone a lap dance and also something like moan for 10 seconds while touching yourself (o.O) !!!!!!

the poodle's name is Paopao! and i initially thought it was Paolo HAHAHAHAHA

got ready to leave after the game and was checking out Sampson's new car..

HAHAHAHA poor thing! they actually stuffed him in the boot and took a drive around the neighbourhood! i would really freak out if it was me cos im quite claustrauphobic..

Thanks for everything Fiona ;)

left for Long Bar after this..

had two towers of beer and played some games while some of them watched football..and i can't really remember the last 1/4 of the night properly..sigh.

so that wraps up my Saturday night! xoxo