im sick, having sore throat and a heavy flu..finding difficulties in sleeping at night and reaaally exhausted the very next day.

anyway, for the past weeks or so, i haven't really been eating proper meals. to be frank, i cannot remember the last time i ate a proper piece of chicken/ beef/ lamb/ fish..all i've been eating are cereal and other easy-to-make stuff which require no cooking at all.

i hardly have been eating i think. i don't know, didn't really realize until my friend just told me that i look soooo much thinner now if compared to last time back at Malaysia and the time i just came to London/ Manchester.

Malaysia '09

then i gained weight when i just settled in UK (picture below was taken like 2 weeks ago..still chubby) :

and right now i look like :

took this picture just now..sorry about the extremely ugly face, was crazy sick and went to hardcore gym as well since alot of people have been telling me im fat =/

of cereals for dinner, sometimes yoghurt only, or like few pieces of vege and so on..i have to learn how to cook seriously! :(

and in just a span of 2 weeks, my friend was shocked at how much smaller i became but i don't think im any thinner..but its kinda scary that my skinny leg jeans which is always too tight for me suddenly became loose..freaaakyy.

geez, all this is taking a toll on my body, might just go and visit the doc if this gets worse :(

(im not thaaaat fat, don't really need to starve myself you know!)