the reason why i am so freaking frustrated is because i had to run errands for the whole damn day (8 am right up to 5 pm!!)..im getting extremely lazy due to bumming for almost a year at home and being a couch potato. suddenly when you ask me to do something, even if it is just a weenie itsy bitsy favour, i get quite frustrated.
i went for a blood test today early in the morning and only had maybe 4 hours of proper sleep..and i totally forgot that you're supposed to be fasting for 10 hours before taking your blood test so that results are accurate. i went and had two handfuls of extra large organic raisins right before i went to bed and even thought of cooking maggi mee. then after eating only realized that i actually shouldn't be. once a pig, forever a pig wtf
blood test: it hurt like CRAZY. i didn't think anything involving needles could hurt as much as my rook piercing does, but this is quite pain because they had to suck out so much blood! then i felt so weak (maybe its just psychological but...i felt that way), as if someone poked my heart with a Bubble tea straw and sucked the shit outta my haemoglobin.
then i went for an X-ray and luckily everything is alright.
and after that, i had to get my tooth fixed again because something went wrong the other day. this time, it hurt so bad to the extend that i had to raise my hands to request for an injection. and now it is temporarily fixed so i have to go back again on Thursday. great.
the only thing that's worth me feeling happy about today is that i got a new pair of glasses and that my power for my eyesight has gone down.
im sorry Angie i had to last minute ffk you for movie today..i really want to watch Final Destination 4, really really want to! but everything is just so hectic that i find it hard to find time for myself even.
i have exactly a week left. i have so many things to do, haven't started packing a single thing and haven't even gave a thought as to what to bring, have to meet up with so many people, have to run even more errands and such. i really have no time and i feel like kicking my ass for leaving everything to the very last minute.
i don't even know why im writing everything in detail :( i just feel like i need a place to rant and what other place to do so than my own blog?
oh and i think one of the reasons why im agitated today is because i feel damn unproductive..there are so many people left to meet and what am i doing..at..home..coming online?
im so tired, but i feel uneasy if i don't let this out.
okay, i feel better now after sweeping the floor..i hate it when people call me a spoilt brat based on how they judge me on the outside. i do the housework, i sweep the floor, i even wash my toilets. we don't have a maid so i pretty much help my mum on the housework all the time..countless times people refer to me as a spoilt "chin gam siu che" (gold young lady??) but frankly, i don't really think im all that spoilt. no doubt im some sort of a pampered daughter, but i don't always get what i want and i really despise people calling me spoilt..just don't use the term, okay?? im not the sort of person who says i want a Chanel and gets it on the spot. no, im not like that! I want to get a part time job while im over there to be able to afford Louboutins, so that i can really appreciate the value of hard earned money.
there's so much that i want to say but i don't think i should be saying anything here yet. at least now for now.
goodnight ya'll, im really tired today.
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