i suddenly had the urge to blog hmm this is wierd! i'll be going back to M'sia day after tomorrow damn excited =D

ok so..we'll be staying at Korean Village temporarily when we get our asses back there..our house is fine but we don't wanna risk getting buried suddenly if shit happens cos never know when mother nature might get cranky (as the saying goes, malang tidak berbau..er direct translation: you can't smell disaster wtf)


i don't wanna be shitting halfway then suddenly get buried under the rubble when the landslide comes..and if i am lucky to survive, i would have to be living on oxygen and breathing with my shit smell for 3 days or more till i get rescued.


and we're also going to be shifting out from the current place im living in now (in Dubai) to a wayyy better service apartment which has indoor swimming pools and also a proper gym! damn angry lor cos my current service apartment has no proper facilities/place for me to workout (the only workout i do is chew with my mouth and walk up 11 flights of stairs just so i could feel less guilty about being a glutton) and when im going back to M'sia only my dad say he's moving into the new apartment..ass!

okla fine i admit that this picture is just for show only wtf..i don't even know why we bother shifting the x'mas tree out but we're gonna be keeping it with my dad's friend for the time being..by the time we collect it again, i think it's gonna turn into a mandarin orange plant for CNY purposes wtf


ahh that's more like it! just look at the mess (and my mum wtf) on the sofa!

oh yeah and i was also packing my stuff to get ready since everyone else was packing too (so cannot lose out wtf) and was wondering how come there is so little space left for me to stuff my belongings in my luggage T_____T i came with only half my luggage filled and now i find that my luggage is FULL of clothings! and this isn't even including the other 3 winter trench coats that i bought =.="


some of the stuff that i got..Bebe, Baby Phat, MNG, Forever 21 and other crap..Bebe has like 50% sales but previously they had 70% !!!
damn angry ok and so many sizes has already ran out..i had to say byebye to my dress just cos there was no size left!


Forever 21 here also have like 70% sales for very limited items but all also damn ugly so i only managed to get 2 pairs of jeans (actually my mum bought them instead of me because i am too well fed and my thighs are too meaty to pull those pants up)


MNG has about 50% sales but all the sizes are insane! my size is 38 (unfortunately) and all they have are jeans in sizes 34...wahh think im kate moss mehh wtf

ahh, the mess on the extra bed! i even bought really cute x'mas ornaments cos they were too pretty although kinda useless..made in Japan (as if there's a difference wtf) and all glittery!

very pretty right (p.s- this is not the ornament wtf) !! the wrapping for Bebe stuffs! damn thin ok the paper i thought i was gentle enough but tore the back where it is cellophantaped when i took it out of the bag T___T you can't take the roughness outta me man wtf

this shop is a scam ok! i went in all anxious to buy something for Angie (she has this huge thing for Hello Kitty) and i thought to myself, "this is it, this is it!!"

well, this is NOT it. wtf

thought of getting her earrings or phone accessories but they don't even sell them in this shop! all they sell in here are kids clothings and pencil or bags! and yeah 70% my ass..RM 15 with 70% off = RM 11 *uhh as if there's some big difference

my well-endowed wtf thighs and arms in the Baby Phat fitting room! wanted to get this pair of jeans too but they were TOO fitting (i refuse to believe that they are tight wtf) and i had to take off my shoes, jump like some nut and suck in my stomach just to buckle it up!


don't mind how ugly i dress because i wear a jacket over so cannot see my top..i once wore my pyjamas under my trench coat too..i love trench coats! aih lazy then say lazy la wtf


and i've always wanted these! er sorry for the exposure wtf just focus on the pants la k? they were pretty tight but quite cute right!

also got the star designed ones! ok seriously i don't know why blogspot jumbo sized my picture up i think its to humiliate me! i actually re-sized the picture to make it smaller but......


p.s- sorry for the visibility of my super maxi pads at the side..just pretend you didn't see that too!

marble slab CREAMery..super damn good creamy ice-cream with alot of different flavours..this one's the largest size and i never order anything smaller than this each time i visit! don't need to get into detailed explanation because its just too good to be told! i had french vanilla + praline + fresh strawberries

my brother's one was sweet cream with crushed malteses, hot fudge and fresh blueberry in a "cone"

it was too good to resist!

that's pretty much the bits and pieces of stuff that i got here in Dubai..lazy to take all the pictures of the clothings since i've already packed.


going for a boat ride/ cruise around the city later on tonight where we will be having dinner while touring the whole city, but on water! going to take pictures so that i at least have something to blog about soon..oh and by the way,


HAPPY BOXING DAY!

Merry X'mas ho ho ho!

things aren't as bad as i thought so im here to wish you guys Merry X'mas!

things do get screwed up and plans do get cancelled but hey, look on the bright side or across the rainbow to find that pot of gold! (ok now i am scaring myself why am i talking like this wtf)

i was wondering why the heck was everyone wishing me Merry X'mas when it is only 9 pm here (which makes it only X'mas eve here) then only it came to my senses that it is already past 12 o' clock back home in M'sia.

so everyone, Merry X'mas to you guys and happy partying =D !!

im kinda getting used to the lifestyle here with some peace and quiet night life going on..stay at home, pig out on food and watch the tv or go online..don't know why but i think i'll be able to adapt to the lifestyle here if im given more time =O

im happy because i managed to get another 2 baby phat jeans! i grew so much bigger now that i couldn't fit into so many jeans, so my mum got to buy them for herself (Mng, Forever 21 etc etc...)! i used to wear the same size as her but now, i couldn't even pull the pants up my thighs T_____T

my mum was always the person who told me, "iyah you need to eat more la later gastric problem..so thin already lose what weight lahhh"

but after proving to her that i AM that big, she told me, "OMG SI NING (my chinese name shaddap i hate it too so don't laugh) since when your thighs are so meaty?!"

so yeah im round all over but whatever, not gonna keep yakking about it because i hate girls who talk about their weight all the time (especially those who are already damn slim and yet has to continue talking about how they gotta go on diet and lose weight because they are so fat/ ate 2 cherries today/ drank one sip of coke)

er, drifted off..sorry!

show you guys my shopping stuff soon because some of the jeans are left at the shop for alteration, gonna go collect em' tomorrow =)

other than that, Merrrrryyyy X'mas ho ho ho!

are you having the x'mas vibe?

er it's gonna be some sort of a rambling post and im just going to blog about whatever that's on the tip of my mind right now..ready, get set, go!

reasons why i am totally NOT enjoying x'mas or in the x'mas vibe:

x. I just want to get home, where i have friends to hang out with and roti telur to eat.

x. My dad just told me that "i cannot get away from his sight no matter where i go" because he would somehow figure out a way to get to Melbourne eventually, just so he can keep an eye on me.

x. I don't feel funny anymore and i really wanna shut my blog down because there is nothing to blog about in my life now (i was stoopid enough to take out my Velvet pictures therefore i cannot blog)

x. My blog sucks, layout sucks, pictures sucks, writing sucks..or maybe i suck.

x. Im not allowed to go out on the night im arriving in KL because my dad said so..so Angie, sorry for you know what.

x. What the hell happened to my highschool friends; YY, YL, Carmen, Sexy, Mich, Cm ?!

x. Im going to get an x'mas present that I don't even want, but because I need it therefore, it is going to be my x'mas present..by the way, it is a laptop and i know i sound very unappreciative but i hate using laptops! i hate it that i have to take the trouble for plucking in a mouse just to scroll around because i hate using the touchpad thing..and it is unfair cos my brother wants an Ipod and he is getting exactly what he wants at such age! ahem, i got an Ipod when i was in form 4 hor, and he is only in form 2!

that's one long list but wait.........I AM NOT DONE YET.

x. Shopping is like daylight robbery here and the cheapest shit that is on sale is probably a whole pack of toilet rolls- buy 6 get 2 rolls free!

x. My eyes damn pain cos i've been online for the whole day and whenever i look somewhere else, i cannot see properly (im guessing that my power has increased T____T)

x. I got a super huge pimple on my chin and it looks as if i have some sort of a wart growing out from there..the pimple is huuuge!

x. My pyjama cow pants turned out to be too small and looks like a pair of skinny leg instead..it's giving me problems to stretch like how i do while sleeping.

x. My hair seems to be falling off and i have no idea why! Enough to block the bath tub hole i think.

x. I have been watching Snake Wranglers and snake related shows on National Geographic channel for too much and my mum (who is damn scared of snakes) keeps on screaming when Brady manages to catch the cobra by his hand...EEEYAU..WOW WOW THE SNAKE GONNA BITE HIM WOW..BE CAREFUL AUUU and can't stop complaining how stupid he is to take on such a job.

i think that's all for now..gotta go watch more National Geographic and E! Entertainment..going for some x'mas shopping for dad's friends tomorrow.

4 a.m now and im still as energetic as ever! done with watching Gem Of Life and reading blogs until my eyeballs feels like exploding!

went to do a little shopping today but came back with not 2, not 3, not 4 but 1 pair of jeans wtf

sigh all my pictures seems to be taken in this manner aren't they?

i thought for a damn long time if or not i should get it but end up getting it anyway..i kinda doubt that i'll ever wear such things out but whatever i've already bought them anyway!

had Krispy Kreme after walking for a little bit and then went for Jap dinner at Al Ain Palace Hotel.

p.s- internet connection is being an ass so there's something wrong with my msn..can't deliver messages or receive them..its not that i don't want to reply, okay?

counting down to one more week till i bid farewell to this place =D

life sucks without friends.

you're fired! wtf

Welcome to winter in Dubai !!

its kinda chilly now, about 10 degrees celcius at night and the wind is super damn strong!

by the way, errr in case if any of you are wondering, it's me right there in the picture above wtf

not enough time to wear contacts and makeup cos i took too long to play with my hair curler (in which i have become quite pro now)

anyway, we had heavy english breakfast in the morning and did some grocery shopping..then later, we went over to the mall for MORE grocery shopping and i came back very happy with alot of fruits and stuff to eat =D

saw a pair of super amazing Gianni Versace sport shoes but its wierd because they're for sale at only rm 500..and i can bet hands down that nothing from Versace costs this little..maybe for something small but definately not this cheap for a pair of sport shoes..hmm, or are they?

im not saying that 500 bucks is peanut money ok, im just saying that it is cheap if compared to other couture products/haute couture (wtf) from Versace.

even a pair of skirt from Dolce & Gabbana SELLING AT THE OUTLET PRICE in Hong Kong costs about RM 14 000 per pair

came back empty handed after looking around though, but we're going to go back maybe tomorrow or something..my mum tak puas hati she didn't get to buy something T__T

so we rushed home before evening because we had to go for dinner at Shangri-La later tonight to treat my dad's colleague a farewell dinner (because he got fired wtf)

Mum and I, both of us damn afraid of the cold so had to wear the trench coats we bought the other day (for me to bring over to Melb next year =D)

we waited in the cold for the guy and HE TOOK DAMN LONG TO COME DOWN *impatient


my bro told me, "eh post this pic of me ok i look damn thin here"

i thought the camera adds 10 pounds to a person..but not bad huh my camera actually SHEDS 10 pounds =D

the guy who got laid off from work/ my fat dad and Peter who has a kickass house

oh we dined at the chinese restaurant and i think it is called Shang Palace or something..food was really good and we ate alottttt !! ordered soup for each one of us, sweet and sour prawns, 2 dishes of tofu's with scallops, 2 dishes of chicken, stir-fried beef, brocolli with mushroom, red bean crisps and lotus ball for dessert!

told you, it was alot..and we finished everything right to the last bit!


the toilet was so spacious and the cleaner cleans very fast! while she was not looking, i faster snapped a picture but forgot to off my flash =.="

i can't wait to go back to Shangri-La for their western buffet (similiar to Lemon Garden)..the dessert section itself is already soooo cool with 3 HUGEEE chocolate fountains; white chocolate fountain, milk chocolate fountain and dark chocolate fountain!

and turkey..more cakes..more food...ahhh can't wait!

And yet another update

here's a little update of my days here in Dubai!

stoning at home? check!

going online and telling everyone i miss them? check!

desert Safari? check!

arabian food? check!

Arabian men? CHECK SOB CHECK wtf

the first night we arrived! i had to wear these shoes because i didn't have time to pack and my other shoes doesn't seem to be appropriate (not to say this pair is very appropriate also hahaha) but I've gotta admit, these Guess shoes are pretty comfy!

i know i've been bragging alot about the colour of my hair but there's a reason to why this picture is posted! i wanna show you guys the transformation of my hair colour from this dark to er...later you see la aih this is what d.i.y stuff turns into

(don't scroll down so fast to see the difference in colour ok just continue reading and be patient wtf)

just to give you guys a better picture of how my hair colour was and i wasn't acting shy! it is cos i look ugly and tired (what do you expect for being in the plane for the whole night)

oh and hi dad wtf can see his reflection from inside the car at the window

and this is how i look like when we went for the desert safari! damn ugly without makeup euw~ wtf

i'll blog about that in another separate post because i have no urge to upload pictures and talk about how exciting it was for me to ride on the motorbike like a man going up and down in sand dunes and getting my vehicle stuck halfway T___T, riding on camels which were so smelly i got frustrated and wasn't excited to ride them anymore, watching belly dancing performances and fighting like a typical kiasu person just to grab more food because it was on a first come first serve basis.

enough about the desert safari experience, the more i type..the more i wanna blog about it! im going to talk about the hair curler and straightener i bought (and seize this opportunity to post up camwhore pictures)

jeng jeng jeng look at how beautiful this baby is! wtf

i chose the one with 37 mm in diameter because i don't want tiny curls la make me look like some aunty only..i prefer something similar to Xiaxue's curls because i think those look prettier.

I first saw this in Marina mall but of course la being kiamsiap, i cannot buy until i feel the need to REALLLY get it! when i first laid my eyes on this baby wtf, i knew i would get it sooner or later, but i figured its better to get it later so i won't feel as guilty (dunno why i think like this...maybe this is the thinking of a typical kiamsiap teenager)

i wanted to wait till it was Christmas day or something cos never know maybe got sales ok! so grab any chances that i have to save money =D

but....i failed.

i ended up getting it anyway because it was the last piece and i really wanted this more than anything in the world!

(i saw a pair of leather heels in aqua/turqouise blue and it was on 70% sales omg..ALL leather and it is made in Italy! only going for RM 160 but my mum didn't allow me to buy cos she claims that i have way too many shoes and that this looks like one of the pairs i have, just that it is in a different colour..it has been 4 days since i saw that shoe and i am still visualizing the shoe on my feet..sigh, i want =( !!)

back to the curler/straightener..i will just call it a curler since its shorter to type.

to make myself feel better, i made myself choose between the shoes or the curler..in the end, i had to say bye bye to the amazing pair of heels and hello to the curler.

the brand i chose? Babyliss.

i read it off a couple blogs that this brand is damn good and that it is used professionally in saloons and studios..and coincidentally, i came across it and found that they had the curler in size 37 mm so i just had to get it.

its selling in Sungei Wang too but im not really sure of the price..got this for RM 170, reasonable? YES IT IS !!!!! *brainwash myself so won't feel guilty wtf

i took damn damn long to make up my decision cos the box looks like it has been opened before and kept asking my bro questions like,

"what if i buy now then on Christmas got 10% sales! then im going to bomb the shop wtf"

"what if in KL got cheaper one summore and people call me stupid for spending more on the same thing wtf"

"since the box looks rotten, what if shoppers with dirty hair took this curler out and tried it on themselves first, then decides that they don't want to purchase it and put it back into the box?"

iyah dilemma! but even him and i know that i'll end up buying it anyway wtf

very good curling mechanism..ceramic coated and its maximum temperature is 200 degrees, can take and burn mosquitoes ! desired temperature is up to you, which means you can choose the temperature you want =D

can be transformed into a straightener just by pushing the dunno-what-it-is-called to the "unlock" position.

straightener! the straightener is damn powerful and in my opinion, sorta better than the curler..just go over my fringe one time and the frizzyness turns into straight hair.

so here are the pictures of how my hair looks like after being simply curled (and reasons for me to camwhore too so..brace yourselves)

don't need to tell me i grew fatter and lost tone this and that i will gym when i get back i promise!

the curls are not really successful like Xiaxue's one because i was damn scared of the curler and felt very sorry for my hair that has to be burnt, so my temperature was really low.

the curls looks like this from the side aiyah not bad for a beginner what! Im wearing sunglasses cos i had no makeup on although i was in my room the whole time.

i wanted to take a picture of my hair from the back but i guess the shot turned out like....that wtf

remember me saying how the colour of my hair changed from dark blackish red to something lighter? THERE..now it is brownish red..i find it damn wierd that it can turn to something kinda light after washing my hair quite a number of times..actually i think it was supposed to be this colour since the hair dye labelled the colour inside to be "brownish red".

so, that's about all i wanted to talk about! other stuffs should be kept for later but my life here ain't as interesting as what you all think..im waiting to get my ass back in M'sia because there is practically no life here! i miss going out..miss doing so many things that i would have been doing now if im in M'sia =(

boring =(

this is what i've been up to almost everyday, just with different people =.="

seriously, what time do you guys back in M'sia sleep ??!

i've been chatting with friends at odd times up to 8 plus a.m because they are still online =O

im 4 hours behind, so i sleep at 4 a.m everyday T_____T

so yesterday, Andre banana (my indonesian sister) and I went mad and did stupid stuffs on the webcam till really "early" in the morning..too bad its blur though, kinda hard to see.

sigh, why do i have such a great sister =D

er and if you guys are wondering, wonder no more because that's how i look like without makeup and with spectacles! my night look..so don't laugh!

and Kai says i look like a nerd (truly, i am one inside wtf)

by the way, I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL!! i love the main singer and his twin bro, the guitarist! they're damn hot omg omgggg *goes bimbotic

at first i thought he was a girl because he LOOKS and SOUNDS like one..seriously, go watch their mv "Monsoon" here.

the song is super nice, the lead singer is hot (minus his hair) and his bro is hot too! the one with the cap i think..omg like why are they so freaky yet so hot T____T the lyrics are kinda sweet too sigh ok star struckkkkk!

ok i have just watched the mv again for the 6th time and i think i like his guitarist brother more! he looks more like a man and he is kinda cute with his piercings! omg i don't know who to love wtf both also damn cool iyo! as for the lead singer, its seriously hard to find a guy who puts on lots and lots of eyeliner and have hair like he just survived an explosion/electrocution but yet look so damned hot!

watching the mv for the 7th time now....

Party Hard and Count Your Blessings.

Quattro, Zouk and How I Escaped Death.

We went over to Quattro first to meet another bunch of people before heading down to Zouk.

stayed at Quattro for about an hour or so at the Autumn section (which is supposedly the clubbing section) but i hated the place and i don't know why..screw those who said Quattro is the best club in M'sia pffft

but seriously, Quattro sucks wtf

the dj dunno spinning what sort of music and there were bar tables everywhere, making space so limited and everywhere you go, must be careful not to knock a bar table down..the Autumn section was supposed to be a club but seemed more like a bar (can't remember but i know one of the other section was supposed to be a bar instead)

anyway, i skipped dinner so i ordered some fish cake thingy to eat because i didn't want to end up drinking with an empty stomach..the fish cake took forever to arrive but surprisingly, must give credits cos it was very delicious!

Angie was sick that night...really, really sick =( the only reason she went out with me is cos it was my last night out before i had to fly off to Dubai for a month (but now im coming back a week earlier =D =D =D =D)

call us lesbians or whatever but that's not my name, that's not my......name WTF (the ting tings)

i think Clairyn looks damn pretty here! her makeup very nice did you put bronzer or something ??

so after Quattro, we headed down to Zouk.

there was like this damn kickass long line and people were dressed up really wierd (and when i say wierd, i mean wi-eeerddd (pronounce it wtf) in spongebob t-shirts, having SUPER red hair with nerdy glasses and checkered pants with boots etc etc

thought got what fashion show going on wtf

at first i didn't know why were there so many people and just found out 2 days ago while reading someone's blog that it was the night of some event called Barsonic at Zouk.

no wonder la wtf

sorry but i think i look quite nice here wtf can see my hair colour! as for the yellow smiley face, its cos angie looks ugly and fat but nevermind la my drawing includes big round eyes and red eyelashes for her wtf

as usual, black label! already had a round of beer in Quattro before this, tasted goooood after a long time not drinking beer =D

ya and cos angie is super sick, she didn't drink AT ALL for that night! out of all the days to fall sick, must be tonight T_____T

so what to do, she insisted that i drink if she loses in chai mui cos im jetting off the next day! what sort of a friend is this wtf

my dancing partner and i! i love her tube top it's so pretty *.*

poor girl, she didn't feel like even going out at first and sent me an sms..

she said something like, "eh im sick la i don't know if i should go out tonight or not"

and instead of saying,"then i think u better stay at home and rest la"....i said, "U BETTER GO AR I DON'T CARE EDI I HAVE MY MAKEUP ON NOW SO U MUST GO" wtf

cos angie is sick, we got shots instead! but she still couldn't drink so....we sapu all like its water

they're called illusion or delusion aiyah dunno what la! damn nice cos inside got malibu and the shots are not TOO strong to be consumed..omg just blogging about it make me wanna drink so badly =(

Clairyn and I!

Alysha and Loo

Cherlyn came later on to join us!

Angie and Andrew

Loo with his gf who likes to dress up like Paris Hilton

Alysha, Clairyn and Celine..i sorta had a bad hair day that night..my fringe sucks!

sigh no gym = fat arms..i don't know why i came up with this pose but it was at the dancefloor i think..both of us spent alot of time dancing that night cos the music was superrr good and the dj rocks! i think it was partly cos of the Barsonic event la..they played all the really sexy R&B songs like Buttons, Beep.....

Alysha got me tequila shots cos it was my last night here before ciao-ing! it tasted so bad but once you suck the lemon, then pretty okay!

Cherlyn and I..i think that i look like an alligator here wtf dunno why my face like animal!

some gay action on the dancefloor wtf

Loo and I..i always look wierd taking pictures from this side =(

hi! wtf

Cherlyn and Andrew, who both came by later and left earlier

Kok Wah and I..he wouldn't let me off my hair and had to joke about it as usual T___T he wanted to ask the people working in Zouk for a pair of scissors to chop off my fringe also ok why like this! i shall straighten my fringe when i get back then we'll see who ends up having the last laugh wtf

i intended to wear something different in the beginning but ended up wearing this..why? rushing la what else wtf

and finally, a group picture! not really a complete group picture cos dunno who the hell are those 3 people who just popped in randomly....spoiler =(

anyway, after Zouk, many many scary accidents happened..i don't know how to start explaining but i think it is all fated..like seriously..the landslide, accident...

so listen to my story very seriously because im not gonna joke or put wtf's or wth's in it..because..im serious wtf its regarding how we all cheated death and if you're guessing, yes its about the landslide and the accident which Kok Wah got into.

*story begins here*

so when we left Zouk, we followed Kok Wah's car because he was supposed to send Angie, Clairyn, Alysha and I home..

on the way back, I told them i was hungry and wanted to eat in Wong Ah Wah (which is located quite far from our house) cos the food there is damn delicious..so initially our plan was to head there but because we missed a turning, so we decided that we should just eat in mamak nearby in Bukit Antarabangsa (where we all stay).

so when we got to Bukit Antarabangsa, Alysha said she didn't feel like eating and this is really wierd cos she ALWAYS joins us for supper! but dunno why coincidentally this time, she said she didn't feel like eating and that we should send her home first..so that's what we did and after dropping her off, the 4 of us went to the mamak nearby.

while eating, there was this cat which had its neck infected or something and was sort of bleeding..it kept coming to our table and Clairyn got so freaked out and disgusted by it (so did i because it really was disgusting) and she said she couldn't stand it anymore and that we should just pay and head home..we paid, and have not actually finished eating our roti telur =.="

so after we paid, Kok Wah sent me home..and to send me home, there is only ONE road which leads to my place so obviously we had to use that road.

after sending me back, he had to turn out using that exact same road again in order to send Angie and Clairyn back because they stay on the other end of the hill.

RIGHT when i got back..like while i was taking off my makeup and washing my face, my whole house experienced a blackout..i thought it was something normal so i ignored it..then i looked out the window and saw the WHOLE neighbourhood without lights and heard loud exploding sounds..the sounds occured a few times and it was really, really loud!

then i found alot of people holding torches and shining their lights around while running here and there and screaming for help! my family woke up and my mum identified it as some landslide but we didn't figure that it would be THIS serious..i thought it was just some minor landslide since we stay on the hills and that landslides here usually happen really far away in the other side of the jungle.

so without hesitation, we all went down to have a look and by that time, the lift is not working, the alarm system was ringing and even alarms of cars were set off! so, we ran the stairs..8 floors.

i was so freaking tired and already pretty tipsy by then (it was about 4 a.m when this whole incident happened) and then i had a shock of my life when i see ALL the residents in my condo gathered by the roadside outside our condo, looking at something..it was damn dark so i couldn't really picture everything but then when my dad pointed out to me what the problem was, IT SHOCKED THE SHIT OUTTA ME.

i saw bangalows being buried and pushed all the way to the main road..everything was just insane i can't put it in words! my parents told me that this time the landslide was something damn serious and that there are people who are dead and buried for sure..then later, i dozed off wtf i was damn tired ok! i told my dad to let me sleep in his car while everyone was up awake and couldn't sleep just yet because the land was still sliding and it was dangerous

this was the first time i witnessed something so serious..and i didn't imagine it to be THAT serious because it was so dark that early morning so i can't see anything..only on the next day i woke up to find out that things were just so bad.

i really couldn't put the whole incident into words because it is beyond imaginable..really, im not bullshitting this time and right up till now, my family and i are still lost at the thought of how powerful a landslide could be..

Just go view the pictures and you'll know what im talking about..link is here..for the news, it is here.

anyway, back to how i cheated death..it was all sort of like fated cos if i were to be back just 5 minutes later, we would have been buried under the soil while Kok Wah sends me back..if we were to leave the mamak 5 minutes later, Angie, Clairyn and Kok Wah would have been buried under the soil AFTER sending me back..if Alysha were to join us for mamak, we would definately have sent her back home first and this would lead the remaining 4 of us to be buried under the landslide while Kok Wah sends me back home..if we were to have eaten in Wong Ah Wah, i wouldn't even have gotten home because by the time he sends me back, the landslide would have already blocked the road (distance from Wong Ah Wah to our place is pretty far)..seriously, what would happen to us if we REALLY were to leave 5 minutes later?
it is wierd that Alysha didn't feel like joining us for mamak when she joins us for supper all the time..just this once she didn't felt like it!

and what if the infected cat did not somehow appear and was pestering us for food while at the mamak? then Clairyn would not have opted for us to leave earlier and the result? death.

i actually have not even finished my roti telur and limau ais while at the mamak..seriously, i was just too lucky this time..my parents were telling me how lucky i am, and how lucky the rest of them who were still in the car is..if anything would have happened to them after sending me back (touch wood), i'd be guilty for life!

that's not the end of my story yet..after sending us all home, Kok Wah had to drive himself home..i only came across this news the day after and finally realized that he cheated death not once, but TWICE.

he was driving back home using another road which he seldom use and coincidentally decided to use that particular road on that night itself..then some cat sort of crossed the road out of a sudden and he lost control of his car while trying to avoid the cat o.O

his car actually OVERTURNED and all i heard from Alysha the next day was that his leg was bleeding and that his car is totally destroyed..she said that luckily he drives a Mercedes and not some proton or something because if he did, he would have totally died due to the large impact which is exerted on him.

i really couldn't believe the shit we went through in just ONE simple ordinary night out and how some of us cheated death in this way..seriously, i thank God for saving our lives and that no one got really hurt that night..it really shocked me at how coincident everything was; as if the whole chain of incidents were planned out for us or something

however, my sympathy goes out to those who are killed and are still buried in the landslide..we thought we had to cancel our flight to Dubai the next day because everywhere was blocked by the soil but luckily my mum found a way out..i had to go through the rubble, mud and flood carrying luggages and my belongings in order to get out of my house..we were all ordered to be evacuated because the land is still sliding and the terrace houses on top might collapse anytime and if that happens, our condo is gone..

the terrace houses on top which are "hanging" on the edge of the loose soil..if that collapse, my whole condo will be gone..

once again, the coincidence that on the day we were supposed to fly off to Dubai, we had to be evacuated and forced to stay outside..we have no relatives here, so if we are not flying off to Dubai on this very day, finding a place to temporarily move into would be a problem.

talking about this just made me think about how lucky we are to be alive and to have missed the whole incident by a mere 5 minutes or so.

anyway if some of you are wondering, my house is currently still not safe and if there are anymore landslides, the whole condo would just collapse..the reason im flying back a week earlier from Dubai is to find a new place to settle into and hopefully to shift out all my belongings because i still have all my clothes there and half of my collection of shoes left there =( we had to travel light and carry as little things as possible because it was really hard to actually climb on the rubble, go through the mud and hold the damn rope while sliding down the hill to get to lower grounds, walk through the freaking flood caused by drainage water, climb on the broken roads etc etc to get out of the affected area while CARRYING LUGGAGES.

see how it JUST missed my condo?! we're damn lucky because no one knew why the land slided away from our boundary to hit the other bangalows! it should be sliding right down but coincidentally (again), it slided towards the other side and missing our condo by a few metres

and in between the red lines, that's the road which is the one and only leading to my house! 5 minutes late and then Kok Wah, Angie and Clairyn will be buried...

all the loud noises were due to the abandoned building on top collapsing and the trees breaking and collapsing T____T

there were alot of police, army, helicopters, bomba, ambulance, reporters at the scene..for once im damn impressed with our Malaysian army because they were damn helpful towards the residents here =D

and one of the reporters wanted to interview me because i was carrying tonnes of things and i think maybe he thought that my whole house was gone hahaha..he said he's sorry for what im going through and he would like to interview me but i replied him saying, "CANNOT I DAMN UGLY NOW CANNOT CANNOT!!"

for those of you who watch the news very frequently on Astro and on TV1, TV2, TV3, NTV7 and all that, if you happen to see someone who looks like me carrying alot of things and looking very frustrated, it's not me wtf

hope things are getting better now..once again, Thank God and i should really start counting my blessings =)

whoooooooo im coming back to M'sia earlier!!!!

lazy to blog!

won't blog until i feel like it..right now, i really have no mood to blog at all..im bored to crap here and im really looking forward to head back to M'sia.

shopping here is horrible; no sales and no nothing! everything is crazily expensive and all the stuffs are freaking branded =.="

food here is expensive as well, we spend minimum about RM 450 for every meal we have outside here..even groceries are damn expensive!

all i managed to buy these 2 days was 2 hairbands and a couple of cool neon coloured hairtie from H&M (that's all i could afford wtf), 2 trench coats, 1 winter jacket, 1 sleeveless clubbing top..that's all i bought and i think that will be all i would buy for now..too expensive here! just these few items already costs me about RM 900

i guess i'll be updating more on my life here and leave all my clubbing posts to be posted some other time..i just have no mood to type a long proper entry, but i'd rather be posting short entries regarding my daily life here..its lonely, i tell you.

now i really do appreciate every single penny my dad earns and all his hardwork by working over here..he started from scratch and has to endure all the hardships and leave everything behind; namely family and friends, just to support us.

sometimes i wonder if im spending too much =(

why can't i just strike the lottery (still not giving up on that possibility yet wtf)

that's my new hair colour, all done by myself!

took my super damn long to dye my whole head and the colour is evenly dyed throughout my whole head..damn happy and satisfied although i acted smart and didn't use the gloves provided..so now, my whole hands are stained in reddish brown colour =.="

can't really see the colour clearly in the first picture though, it is slightly lighter in real life..something like the colour in the second pic actually.

i'll be updating about Zouk soon; and im now saving pictures of the landslide at my place and using paint to circle/focus on the areas affected.

and also have to share with you guys how lucky i am and what a night we've been through..my dad reminds me daily since the incident to appreciate whatever i got and that i am too lucky this time.

that aside, i have nothing else to say wtf

tomorrow im going for a desert safari and hopefully i don't get attacked by lions or hyenas or camels because i've been attacked by wierd creatures such as monkeys before.

sigh, im bored and rotting bigtime here while watching 25 most sexiest female superstars on channel E!

boring...boring...boring...booooooringggggggg!

im sure many of you are aware of the landslide happening in Bukit Antarabangsa..

yesterday night after Zouk, too many things happened.

if we left the club 5 minutes later, we would be buried alive.

if we ate 5 minutes slower in the mamak, we would be buried alive.

im so traumatized that i can't pack my stuffs properly..we're all evacuated and the whole scene seems too much like a Hollywood movie set up instead of reality.

thank God for keeping us safe and giving us a chance to escape death by a mere 5 minutes or so.

im flying off to Dubai soon and i gotta leave in 5 minutes time..will update then and will be blogging as well..

i dyed my hair too but im not in the mood for this just yet; im just puzzled by the whole landslide scenario and i can't believe it is happening right at my area.

i took videos, pictures etc..will show you guys how bad it is..we had to practically carry our luggages and climb across the fence, walk like mad in mud, go through a flood, climb on the road which is totally ruined and shit like that.

im afraid to go out and come back at 4 am now..im too lucky this time..way TOO lucky.

update when i arrive there.

okay i just got back today from Sarawak!

reason why my previous blog entry is up today (when it was supposed to be posted before i fly off) is cos my bro became a smart alec and decided to pull off the plug RIGHT WHEN I WANTED TO CLICK PUBLISH POST

and this made me emo the whole journey until we reached KLIA wtf

then, i stormed into the Dior shop and checked out their makeup hoping to discover that the makeup palette i want is at a cheaper price but..................it wasn't.

everything seemed to go wrong; i forgot to bring my comb, forgot to bring my uncoloured lenses, forgot this, forgot that, forgot my brain wtf

anyway, i am not embarassed to say that i THOUGHT i look alright in the pictures we took during Barclub night..then when i got back to re-publish my post, i took a second glance at how i look like in those pictures and got the shock of my life WHY AM I SO UGLY IN A SUDDEN wtf

like at that spur of the moment when im adjusting the lightings in the pictures, i couldn't decide which pictures to publish cos i look good in all of them WTF

but then, when i saw it again for the second time today, eh why suddenly become so ugly one wtf

whatever la, i am lazy to edit the entry again and just let it be la don't like then don't read la happy? wtf

i still got a few more entries to come up with....poppy, velvet, HK trip (hehehehe until now also haven't *shy), last day of college...alot!

and about the things that i've bought that time..iyah noneed to know la wtf its just 3 bags and a pair of sunglasses

graduation's tomorrow and im still up now (not to say its that late also wtf)

i don't know why i don't feel tired at all..i just got down the plane, went for dinner, met up with Angie, Jeven, Adam, Clairyn, Alysha and their colleagues for a drink at 7ate9 and then came back home to try on the 3 new pairs of shoes i just bought from Guess..and now im here online!

im going to watch some dramas now!

Velvet post before i fly off, promise =D

Happy B'day Alysha!

Barclub - Friday

Happy B'day Alysha!

we went to Barclub for her b'day but wasn't there for long though..

quite alot of us went and Barclub was super empty at first..filled up the last minute with alot of people occupying the dancefloor and tables.

Angie didn't come along with me this time because we decided to have minimal lesbian contact wtf and she couldn't go because finals were just about 3 days away..so while shes home studying, im out partying =(

im actually rushing off to the airport in a matter of what? like, 10 minutes but im still here blogging because i promised i will get this post done!

so if its not funny, sorry ah wtf

Andrew, Clairyn, Kok Wah, Jeremy and I

with the B'day girl in purple! i love this picture cos damn colourful =D

so when it was 12, they brought out cupcakes as her cake! these are the BEST cupcakes i've eaten in my life! i had 2 myself and didn't bother about calories and shit like that cos they were just too good especially the cream mmm

Clairyn, Cherlyn, Alysha and Wei Cheng with the b'day "cake"

Zia Zia and I! She loves shoes damn alot and all her shoes are super pretty *.* christian louboutin, Marc Jacobs, Jimmy Choo.......

Zia Zia, Alysha and don't know who wtf i think its one of their colleagues

Clairyn and I! with the cupcakes which had A L Y S H A on them and shoes and bags and boots as icing!

soooooo good and cute! Mine were the ballerina flats..they had those with her initials on them and also those with bags and boots

need i say more mmmmmmmmmmm lip smacking! wtf

Both of them who tortured me that night hahaha nola!

Box her! wtf

Kok Wah and I..my glass had no alcohol ok i had to pretend to drink when i didn't *looks left and right

Cherlyn, the other twin, and Kok Wah with his signature pose wtf he does this in every picture! even the picture he is not in also must somehow insert the peace sign on our heads, in the background...

girls that night! don't ask me to name them because i can't remember the names of two of them..

Andrew, Cherlyn, Celine, Kok Wah and Jeremy

Cherlyn and Andrew

told ya about the pose so...i follow also la wtf

after Barclub, went to Wong Ah Wah to have late night supper which tasted superrrr good!

okay im sorry for the super brief post but i am very sad now cos i have a belly wtf

and i am sleep deprived because the bunch of us- Angie, Clairyn, Alysha, Kok Wah and others went over to Velvet for Mambo (i think) and for the opening event

i find the place pretty nice and the music, although not RnB, was still very nice and dance-able to..now im partially deaf and im leaving in a matter of 5 minutes to sarawak sigh don't remind me anymore im going to grow 5 times fatter and suffer from ultimate boredom there while my lesbo partner will be enjoying herself here =(

damn tired and i gotta go so, goodbye and will update about Velvet as soon as possible!